I sat in the car on the drive home with Michael. I felt hurt. Lied to. Deceived. Heartbroken. Stupid. And most of all mad at myself for falling and believing Joe was a different person. We finally got home and I decided I would just go straight into my room. I walked up closed the door and... More

I sat in the car on the drive home with Michael. I felt hurt. Lied to. Deceived. Heartbroken. Stupid. And most of all mad at myself for falling and believing Joe was a different person. We finally got home and I decided I would just go straight into my room. I walked up closed the door and locked it. I fell on my bed and cried in my pillow. Why did it hurt so much? I didnt even know him that well. But then my thoughts began to wonder about all the time I have spent with him over the past week. How I looked forward to see him everyday. The way he would send me stupid little notes during class when he was bored. He way his hair fell over his eyes and the way he could never sit still in his seat. I was consumed in my thoughts when Michael came up to my room. -you hungry?- he asked peeking through my door. -a little- I said. -lets go out to eat. My treat.- I smiled and got up. Even though I felt horrible my brother could always make me feel better [Joes POV] I got home after practice feeling like a real douche. I didnt bother to talk to my family. I got home and went straight to my room. I didnt even say hi to my mom. I threw my bag on the floor and jumped into my bed screaming into my pillow. I am such an idiot. The one good thing to come into my life and I totally ruined it. Typical me. I tuned and laid on my back staring at my ceiling. What the hell did I just do. Suddenly nick came bursting into my room. -you are really something joe!- he yelled at me. -what the hell is your problem- I wasnt in the mood for his mood swings. -what the hell! Did you see what you did to cass? You are such an ass. I told her to stay away from you! Have you heard the rumors going around school?- -dont want to hear it nick.- I said pulling the covers over my face. -youre really something you know that. I cant believe she actually fell for someone like you. Someone so selfish and doesnt give a damn about anyone else.- I shot up in my bed furious. -you dont know me! Youre my brother and you dont know anything about me! No one does. No one cares. No one takes the time to get to know me. You dont know what I feel. What I think. What I want. How I feel. No one does.- I stopped my self and took a breath. Then I whispered. -And only she did. And I screwed up.- I could feel tears burning my eyes and the lump in my throat making it hard to talk. I got up and grabbed my keys. -get out of my way.- I pushed by nick and headed for my car. I needed to clear my head. [Cassies POV] Michael and I got to some restaurant and sat down for dinner. Since my dad was away, and neither one of us could cook, it was just easier that way. It was awkward and silent as we looked over at the menus. Michael put down his menu and sighed. -ok what really happened?- -what?- -what really happened between you and joe?- The lump in my throat began to grow. -I dont want to talk about it.- -did you go all the way?- -Michael!- -sorry. Its just a rumor I heard and forgive me for being an older brother.- -no. we didnt. I didnt even kiss him.- I hated lying to my brother. -what did he say?- -I dont know. He was bragging to people that he went on a date with you blah blah blah. I didnt want to heart it. I would have punched his face in. and I heard he was dating some girl.- -he had a girlfriend?- I whispered to myself. I felt like throwing up. -supposedly. Some girl Judy. I don know who she is.- -oh.- -you ready to order?- my brother asked. I shook my head no. -Im not hungry.- -you wanna go home.- I nodded my head and got up before he could see the tear run down my cheek. ------------- Sorry guys I dont post often. I type when I can so when I do post it will probably be more than one chapter. So no posting everyday but Ill make up for it by posting more than one chapter when I do. Im so busy its not even funny. Thank you so much Less

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Added Nov 8, 2008  

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